EMO!
Friday, March 02, 2007
Today marks the end of Studio Project 2. The rice sack who loves pastry.
That probably means that it is the end of MD0604, as we would be split into different classes next year.Things turned out totally different from what I expected in the beginning of the second semester.There were many who changed cliques, and there were people within a clique whose bond became more closely knit, as well as some who drifted apart.The main reason for this I believe, is because of the time spent together. As you spend longer time with a person, or people, you discover more facts about them. Good facts,bad facts,wonderful facts and terrible,dark facts.There is also a minority of people you know, whom you just can't understand.Facts about them which may be a fiction, and fiction, which you think might just be a fact. It is weird this knowing, that sometimes you wish you didn't know so much about the person so that you wouldn't hate them, but at time you wish you knew more about this person so that you can find more things to love about them. It is sort of like a power, sometimes evil, and sometimes good.
Through this semester, I got to discover lots of facts about different people. I have come to love some,hate some, and to despise some.I learned more about hypocracy and lies.Of the lengths people would go just to let others have a good impression, and then say mean things about another behind his/her back, and when questioned, give the most silliest of excuses, just to maintain that good image.I learned of self-pity,how some would not take action to make things better in their lives, but instead, make excuses of how pathetic he/she is.Most importantly,I learned of self-denial,how some just would not accept the fact that he/she is wrong at times and blames it on all others around.Not everyone is perfect, and I believe that sometimes I do fall into one of those categories.But thank god,I have friends who remind me, so that I do not continue living under those categories.Everyone has two sides to every story,and the people I place under those categories might actually have their own reasons behind it.
So this ends MD0604, an ending which i did not expect,a somewhat dark,twisted and bitter ending.It is not all bad though,for within this ugly ending, there is a little hint of rainbows and butterflies, and that, is suffice for me.
lots of love
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